2 more pregnancy announcements today, all w/in a half hour of each other. When will it stop feeling like a punch in the gut? Don't get me wrong, yes I'm am very happy for these women and don't begrudge them that fact but it still smarts when I hear the news. I want my happy news to share. Even though no, now isn't the best time with everything going on, but still I would happily accept the news with no hesitations. I WANT........It's just not fair.
I guess I should have stopped expecting life to fair a long time ago, but the optimist in me still gets really hurt when it's not. I know that God knows the plans that He has for me, it's just hard sometimes trusting that He knows best and that it's all in his timing, not mine. Ugh........
I feel like the left out kid on the play ground. This sucks.....
(Okay, I feel a little better after I saw this and had a laugh, too cute!)
Monday, October 4, 2010
Posted by The Blue Sparrow at 9:42 PM