Monday, December 21, 2009

More Prayers Needed

I don't have alot to say except that I desperately need prayers right now. Ive been keeping a secret from all of you. We found out on Halloween that we were expecting. Today at my appointment we got bad news again. I am miscarrying. I am ten weeks today but the baby was only measuring 7 weeks and there was no heartbeat. We lost baby number two. The doctor thinks it happened shortly after my last appointment. I don't know how I am going to do this again. I'm just so numb.



36 comments:

Franchesca Cox said...

Oh, Jennifer, I am so so sorry. I know there are no words that can ease your heartache upon heartache, but I will most definitely be praying for you.

XOXO

ForeverElliot'sMommy said...

Jennifer, I have no words other than I'm so, so, so sorry! You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Lots of love,
Brandy

Lianne said...

My sincerest apologies to you. Dear friend, I hope you find the strength to pull through during this difficult time.

Jus and Kat said...

Sending sweet thoughts and prayers your way Jennifer. I am so very sorry for this additional heartache in your life.

Kat

Tina said...

Oh Jennifer...I am so, so sorry. It is so unfair and we all should have a "free pass' for the rest of our lives after the heartache we are enduring. I know what you are feeling, I have been there and it is hard (my m/c was much earlier on though.) I hope you find a way to live through the disappointment and pain of yet another loss. Wishing for peace to find its way to you very soon. xx

Marie W said...

Oh luv, I am so very sorry. Praying, praying, praying. Sending you a bug cyber hug.

Jill said...

Jennifer, so sorry for your loss. No words can take away your pain right now, but I am thinking about you! ((HUGS))

Inanna said...

I am so so so very sorry. I've had two (very early) miscarriages since losing William and it just hurts. It's so damned hard. Lots of love to you...

Celia said...

I am so very sorry to hear that Jennifer.....prayers are going up fervently.....much love

Brandi said...

Oh sweetie, I am so very, very sorry to hear this. I've been praying for you since we 'met' and I've prayed that Bryston would be a big brother... you are such a great mom. I will keep praying, Jen. Don't give up.

Danielle said...

Oh sweetheart. I am soooo sorry. I wish I could come through this computer and give you a big hug and cry with you. My heart just aches for you. (((Hugs)))

Daddy's Dream ~Mommy's Miracle said...

Jennifer,
I have no words just prayers.. Hugs

Just Breathe said...

I am so sorry. I will keep you in my prayers. My heart is heavy with your sorrow, please know that I care.

danielle said...

I'm so sorry. No words can take away your pain. I pray that God will lay His loving hands on you and your family during this time.

Jess said...

I am without words Jennifer...just so, so sorry to hear about this heartache for you. My heart breaks that you are enduring yet another loss. I am thinking of you and praying for you.

Allison (Ali) said...

Jennifer,
There really aren't words for what you are feeling right now. Just know that there are a lot of people out there praying for you.

I am so truly sorry

Bree said...

Shedding tears for you and your sweet baby. I'm am so sorry. Sending love to you!

Sarah said...

So sorry Jen. Hang in there. I am thinking about you and if you need anything, I am always here for you and always a drive away!

Love you

Sheryl said...

i have no words. i just wanted you to know that i was here.

love to you!

Seraphim said...

Oh God, that's just awful Jen. I'm so desperately sorry. xxxx

Lisa said...

Jennifer, I am so sorry your having to go through this. Your in my thoughts. ((((HUGS)))

Meggles said...

I'm so sorry. You are in my thoughts.

Dana said...

Jennifer, I am so sorry. I wish I had the right words to say. I am praying for you and your husband.

Frank & MB said...

Jenn.
I'm so sorry. This world is not fair. Thinking of you and your family, and sending you hope.
MB

Tiffany said...

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Let your mind know that we are here for you and let your heart know that we are praying for you.



"One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple. For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock."
Psalm 27:4-5

Holly said...

I am so sorry, Jennifer. My heart and eyes are crying for you. I am most definitely keeping you in my prayers my friend.

Mary Ellen said...

Oh Jennifer I am so sorry! Words typed on a Computer screen just cant ever share the sorrow and grief I feel for you right now. But I just want you to know that I am praying for your heart and that God will fill the broken peices with comfort. I wish there was more I could. I will pray!! Feel free to email if you need to talk to another Mommy that has felt this pain.

Susan said...

Jennifer, I am so very sorry. No words can ease your pain right now. Just know there are many praying and thinking about you. I will be praying for healing of your body and your heart.

Lindsay said...

Oh, my heart just sank...

I am so very sorry. There are no words I can offer that will ease your pain. You are continually in my thoughts and prayers.

caitsmom said...

Oh, I am so sorry. So very sorry. Will be thinking of you throughout these days. Wishing things were different. Peace.

Once A Mother said...

Oh... I am so very heartbroken for you... I just saw this post now and am sending so many prayers of comfort your way. I don't understand why this happens, it is all so unfair. I lost my first to miscarriage, then my second to cancer, I know how much this hurts, how defeating it can be... I am here for you if you need me. Sending you lots of prayers for strength and peace.

Peacexx

Jenn said...

Jennifer,
I am new to your blog, just found you today. First I want to tell you I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet Bryston. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks (no heartbeat) in 2005. I know that pain well. I'm so sorry for both of your losses. So very sorry.

Barbara said...

I don't know you, you don't know me. I just clicked over from another blog and I just want to tell you that I am SO sorry for all you are and have been going through.

Wishing peace your way.

xxx

wife.mom.nurse said...

my heart breaks for you. I am so sorry that you are now grieving two babies.

Prayers for comfort for you and your family...

Love,
Julie

Caz said...

Jennifer,
You are living through my greatest fear. I am so so sorry. I have pictured that awful scenario and the fear of it eats at me and yet still I don't think I can truly imagine what you must be going through right now.
You are in my prayers and I am so so sad with you.
caz

bir said...

How are you?? I hope that everything went as 'best' as it could, and that your 'recovery' has gone, is going, well.

I'm with you, and feeling your pain right now.

x

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