So I dont have much time right now, but I wanted to post a quick prayer requeast. Today is my first day back to work since loosing Bryston and I am beyond dreading walking through those doors. Just thinking about it Im about to break down. The last time I walked through those doors for work, I was prenant. My baby boy was still very much alive and healthy inside me so this is tearing me up this morning. I have a long 13 hours ahead of me and I really think that Im going to need some borrowed strength today. I will also be facing coworkers that I have not seen since all this happened for the first time. I am already an emotional wreck and dont need or want to break down in front of an audience. Please pray for the strength for me to get through this day and the remainder of the week. Im to weak to do this on my own. Thanks guys.